You cannot run from the reason you came here. It will always find you wherever you go.
You haven’t had the experiences in your life by accident.
You haven’t been through trauma and mistreatment to just try and shut it out and pretend it didn’t happen.
You came here to break the cycle.
And you know what, yes, it sucks. It’s sucks seeing others live a seemingly simple life when you seem to keep having challenge after lesson after problem. You shouldn’t HAVE to forgive those who have hurt you. You shouldn’t HAVE to find love for all the crap you had to go through. Its a really sucky process to have to follow.
But the more you try to avoid the process and the work - The more the universe will throw more bricks at your head. How much will you put yourself through before you decide to take action from within.
To learn the ways to forgive and find love for all those who have brought contrast to your beautiful life. Own the process. Make it your mission.
Not because they necessarily deserve love and forgiveness BUT because you deserve peace.